1 February.

Do you ever remember where we met? Though we were in the same school and batch, but I really never meet you or see your face. I never knew your presence in that school. I didn't even know about that.

Until we met at that camp. Remember how you smiled at me when I was feeling shy sitting in that group? Hah, the moment that I wont ever forget. And only now I notice that you have a such sweet smile. Do you still remember the time when the song 'Aku suka dia' played while we were having a breakfast? We eat at the same table and you're sitting in front of me. And when that song was played, you felt a bit nervous that you accidentally spilt the fishcake out of your plate. And I was trying so hard not laugh in front of you, but when Aina had burst into laugh, I cant stand and just joined her. Hahah, that moment..

The first time I saw your face and heard your name, I knew.. you would affect my life. Even I hardly tried to deny that feeling, I can't. I can't hide the truth.

And after that camp, we had to work together, again, to make a banner for Delima. Remember when I was rushing to go to the music room that you just watched me and said 'Lari! Lari! Lari!' and suddenly I became motivated to run as fast as poosible, haha what the fish.. -_-  Remember the time when you felt jealous when I was doing my work beside a boy and suddenly another boy came and sit beside me and that made me sitting between two boys? Yea, I still remember that, and it means that you care about me. Thanks.

Remember when the rumors said that I wanna moved to another school? That you looked sad and the last day of school in 2013, you waited for me patiently to walk pass your class because you knew, that would be the last day you saw me. For the last time. Your face looked sad, and I never looked your sad face all this while, and that time I knew, I was the reason behind your sad face. I'm sorry.

And now, I think you already knew that I like you too. Actually, I don't want you to know because I'm a bit phobia due to my bad experiences in the past. But that was okay. I hope you aren't like the same guy I had met.

Now, you had already grown up, right?

Happy Belated Birthday.
May Allah bless you always. Best of luck in life.

Thanks for the memories. :)




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